ELVA蕭亞軒 - 錯的人 (清晰完整版)

25/12/2010 ( saturday )

merry christmas ~~
today on leave...
erm... morning went shopping with mum & didi...
bought a Parker pen for cliang as Christmas present!
it can paste the name on the pen cover...
& bought 2 shirt for dad as Christmas present...
but he cant wear...
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coz the size smaller to him...
around 1 something home..
put aeroplane againn...
didnt go sing k with jiaxin them...
is damn sleepy n want save money~~
is waiting your call for whole day...
keep thinking want ring you not...
scare disturb dao you rest...
ermm....
8pm saw you online facebook...
but u out offline...
ermm so no find you then... =)

yesterday 24-12-2010 ( Friday , bali bali hai )
24/12> today morning went pasar simpang kuala 1 with mum... too find cloth for dinner and also chinese new year... lastly get 1 dinner wear.. but not very like it=)
then home jiu online facebook... i think is the 1st time i at facebook find u ba...
then having lunch with you at DO RE MI...
after that have a drink of soya bean sold at er tiao lu 1...
then went my house...
i thought this year Christmas cannot countdown with you liao...
luckily we all went to bali...
you have to work at bali...
although while 12 you no beside me...
but is enough for me that we at the same place...
having a game with see chien them...
drink till face red red...
whole body aslo...
you try to stop me to drink...
maybe i did so just want you look on me ba...
maybe i did all of that just wan you guan xi me ba...
before that...
i having dinner with mek at D5...
She ask me whether liang love you 1 not...
i were blank for that moment...
why...
i dont know...
i m swear for that...
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she told me that not me no do about face your family...
just your parents dont accept only...
i were blank again that moment...
what should i do?
is that to give up~~
=(
830 you text me that you just clear you phone bill so now only can call...
you now having meal with your dad...
how i going to pass the pen for you~~

4-12-2010 ( sunday )

today whole day moody...
a bit a little jiu fa pi qi...
while buying breakfast almost fall down...left eye diao...that is a sign that bad things is going happen on me...
today at asc...got a student pu at classroom...swt==
is tired n didnt enjoy in this job ar.... i wan study kok... tak mau kerja lagi a....
haix...
yesterday ( 3-12-2010 , saturday )
had a unhappy things happen between us...
whole day i felt moody...already 1 week more didnt meet up you...and also didnt communicate well between us...is felt lack secure...
afternoon 3 sumting you ring up me...
but i using a bad attitude talk with you....
that time you going lunch with zhi yang...and also that time me not yet eat kok a...
although you got say wan buy for me not....
but i answered you don wan...
then nite... we all going visit grandma... then 9.30 u just ring up me & the sound seem just woke up...
then you say you going to dinner...but still dont know what to eat =)
after ah ma house then went to tesco...
that time you ring me also.lastly you fetch me from tesco...
then you are angry me...
while almost reach my house...
i always told you that i not going home yet...
coz i had cried...plus i donno how to explain to my mom why so fast back...
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then i told you that i m 完美主义者 ba...
then before you done the things to me... totally i m cant accept...
actually i not very mind that you went thai or...
maybe is influence by friends ba...
then you answered me that yuo today just knew i m that kind people...
i show you that my blogspot....
that is between you n limjiaki msn...
lastly you answer me that how i think you...then you are that type i think...
you seem no going to fight with me also..
why????
i m regret that why i didnt cool down myself...
didnt give you chance to explain....
you told me that you gave yourself 10 min to explain...
but that time i were stubborn...
cut off what you going to say...
the reason why i told you that giam heng neng,my ns friend want send me flower...
just i see your respond...
whether will eat vinegar not...
lastly you no!!
i try to kiss you while you sent me home... but you escape me...
i ask you why...
but you didnt answer me...
this is 2nd time you 拒绝 me to kiss you already...
once is while you knock the car at petrol and at the same day morning you almost met up an accident...
lastly i kiss your mouth...
but you wu dong yu zhong...
while home i keep ask you but you still don wan say...
i cried loudly...
heart pain... because i made you unhappy...
i not trying to campur which friend you join..
i just told you why only...
while you said then you don wan join chee han lor...
bb... i m sorry for everything....
i just want to say i m very love you...
no matter how...
i don hope our relationship will end with no future...
yeoh chu liang.... i love you...

15 0ct 2010 ( friday )

today early wake up le..
but my mind keep thinking yesterday geh things..
~~ 14 Oct ( thurs )
szee ying text me that what time i going jiu wany ye..
but i reply her dunoo... around 9 something she ring up me...
then when the moment i going back...
she ring and ask me where i am now..
then i told her that i going back...
she said isnt liang on the way coming dou mu gong le?
i duno but she know... well...
she said she now with pank then she come to eat mochi only...
at the exit door i saw jensen car pass by...
i guess that whether you will with him not..
then ring up you just notice that i am right..
i feel not welll....
because i feel that szee ying them are helping you...
seem like you escaping me...
why everytime when i leave dou mu gong...
sure you will at there or if that day i didnt go...
you also sure will there...
is me think too much or what...
i very hate myself for meet up you...
you this guy didnt care my feel also...
never!!!!!!!!
drive mei ting to rock cafe to meet sin nee...
we chit chat there...
you ring me but i didnt pick....
because i am angrying.....
i ask you that you with who....
haha...
native i am...
is not going to let you make me cry somemore...
no more!!!!
is useless.. because you will never know i cried...
if you know You also wont bother!!!
wont!! never!!!
why i cant open your msn... why!!!!!!!!!
what is going on is that i didnt notice 1....
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111
enough le!!!
go away all of this!!! go go !!!
i dislike...

14-10-2010 thursday (00:18)

='(
is very pain n sad...
keep read between you n them de yi dian yi di...
just know i never put down all of that...
i never... i just escape....
i just realise i truely fall in love in you Yeoh Chu Liang...
but is too late...
i already try to improve,did you feel dao mar...
but you still the same....
isnt the things pass le jiu pass le...
在错的时间遇上对的人，现在一切都太迟了是吗？
问你是否对这段感情闷了？当你回答的那一时刻，我顿时不知道要给什么回应。我以为我已经慢慢接受。原来并没。心里真的很痛。。。很痛。。。想抱着你哭。可是你无动于衷。。在玩电话。
is really need a shoulder to cry loudly...
but you don wan to lend me...
even an wei also no...
is totally speechless....
what for me to keep this relationship...
i keep asking myself...
you know why...
i LOVE YOU DEEPLY !!!!!
you just know keep saying me unmature...
cloth a,donno make up... n other...
all of that had make me no confident to stand in front of you....
do you know about this...
N do you know u except know say me...
what you know somemore...
please spend a little time to think o refresh about our relationship...
i m totally wu yan...

30 April 2010

after reading we will learn something

MARRIAGE

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and
said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly.
Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know
what I was thinking. I want a divorce.. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly,
why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the
chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't
talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what
had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory
answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just
pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated
that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent
ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for
her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I
had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of
me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a
kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several
weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something
at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell
asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not
care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want
anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce.

She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a
life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a
month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken
marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to
recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of
our bedroom to the front door ever morning.. I thought she was going
crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd
request.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions.. . She laughed loudly and
thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to
face the divorce, she said scornfully..

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was
explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we
both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy
in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to
the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in
my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about
the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside
the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the
office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my
chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I
hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she
was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair
was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I
wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy
returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was
growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry
her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me
stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few
dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my
dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so
thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her
heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out.
To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an
essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer
and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I
might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms,
walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her
hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly;
it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held
her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I
held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked
intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the
door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked
upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not
want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead.. Do you have
a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I
won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I
didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each
other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on
our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed
the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my
wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and
wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I
run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a
relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the
bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot
give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend
and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a
real happy marriage!

♥ 23-04-2010 ♥ friiday

today morning abOut 6 something wake Up le...
saw your message,juST knew that YOU also just reach Home...
lol...
WHERE you going?what You doing whole night o...with whO...
i Dont Know...
i cant slEEP Back that Time...
i turn here ANd there...
thinking...
but this time..
i thinking not like last tiMe...
can tell me the reasOn...
wHy you Become liKE that...
soCoOOOLLLLLLL.....
WHAT going On....
teLl mE Ar....
dont leave at there think anD think...
Okay.....
LoLLLLL...
i today went fitness...
2 hours i spent at there...
this Time i GOing without you...
next time li?
is that that day is laSt time le....
i went alor star with cHin Poh...
accompany he gO see got what movIE watch toNIte...
then come Star Garden work part time...
help gor gor look the shop...
he outing...
i no yet take lunch sO i called Up you...
disappointed when yoU ansWered me no...
plus your vOIce seem no ENErgy...
LOL.....
what happened o...
tonite i Will meet up YOU or no...
U will come find me or find Your friend....
thinking and waiting...
wait and wait...
today i view and vIEW her profile non stop...
is that she said DIDIAO...
is saying you...??
lOL.....