Bii - 轉身之後 《鍾無艷》片尾曲 （完整版 + 歌詞）

27 Jan 2011 Thursday ^^

ermmm.....
is writing 26 Jan 2011 de things...
just came back from bb house...
emm....
just having sweet sweet with the lovely...
but my lovely seem almost want break the rules o^^
hehe...
but what happened why i will refuse lih?
now i going to tell...
is because you make me unsecure...
you also know said that i m scared you will leave me after that...
see~~
youself also notice that...
but did you try to take it as serious or think deeply?
or you just felt that we not young anymore...
so steady a bit??
b~~
what you will think of after i refuse...
b... i'm hope that you will wont mind okay...
=)you will understand me as well ya ^^
maybe unsecure just the jie kou ba...
i also dont know...
or M worry you will luan luan lai after me...
bself also said so nah...
not only me say...
haha XD...
ermmm.........
yesterday you give me money yo do rebonding..
is was suprise me...
b thanks =)
muackz...
i keep ask you about your parents back not...
coz i m feel shame to face them...
you always tell me that we are mature already what..
but how your parents will think on me...
some more they will how think on my parents wor...
b~~~ sure you now will think i m worry too much,isnt~~
good night lu... bb liang ^^ take care noh... chinese new year is coming lu...please take care your throat nah... hehee..

26 Jan 2011 Wednesday ^^

from today i will everyday write something at here =)
so if you wondering to know more about me...
just view here...
only you and me story...
start from tomorrow...
no more other story that not between we in this blog ^^

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26 Jan 2011 Wednesday ^^

today write geh things is about Tuesday...
today early morning you ring up me already..
maybe because yesterday i didn't text you kut...
=) but i didn't answer because i didn't hear it...
today work very cham...
i cant complete my job today...
my children not all can finish homework before their parents came==
plus the boss complaint my wear =(
feel meaningless at there work...
feel like want change job...
then today i need to work till 10pm..the Ip job...
because Jia yuan on leave...
today bb bring me back from Ip o...
while 7 something you ring up me but i also didn't answer call..
that time i were take bath and drink soup....
then reach Ip ring up you...
but you didn't answer...
b after call back me and tell me that you were taking bath just now...
b having dinner by mom cooked 1...=)
before i enter house...
b gave me money to do hair =)=)
but you said no more angpau =(
bleukkkk.....=P
later b have many money sure will go there...
so waste... =) hehee
you said after sent me home you will go times cafe gamble with ahpung.ahpheng,swimjoe....
erm.... good luck la bb =)
ermmmm....
so?
what i going to do on my assignment...
think tiok my mind just appear a white paper ==
sweat...
oh ya...
i so wondering to know who saying me?
b asked me whether i finding job...
then you said somebody told you and seem talk no nice words...
is who lehx?
zhi yang meh?
curious....
cheh... didn't mean that work at cc is no good ar...
i no agree also 1 first...
but maybe i too rush want to change job...
but lastly i didn't interview dao this job also...
haha xD
because i also scare to work there...
so confuse ~~
what i actually want to say?
is agree or no?
is good or bad?
haha
blur==
good night my lovely chu liang... muackx

25-01-2011 ( tuesday )

is writing when the time now is 12:18am...
so my news for now i typing is for 24/01/2011 (Monday)
this morning early wake up then went to Darren's house pick sister back..
she was stay at his house is because Darren had met an accident...she take care him...
then after that back home then sent sister go to work...
after that i went bank Islam to open an account because about ptptn...
need Rm30 for open account...
then meet up 'Letourde Langkawi Malaysia 2011' function...
got many many police ride bike pass by Jalan pegawai...
all is the expensive and look nice bike...
woo....
& also got many mat salleh ride cycle....
i had spent my morning at there...
then rush to work...
rush take lunch also.. =(
ermmmm.......
then night faster fill up the ptptn form so that can faster get money..
then ring up pung n jensen...
but their printer also got problem...
people black till like me i think just me the only =(
then ring up you to come pick me because got some mistake...
sister tot that no need bring me home...
so i just will ring up you to fetch me...
how know you already slept~~
then ring back sister ask her come bring me...
she bring along Darren too...
then went to Lina's boy friend house to print the Ptptn things...
then hor...
his printer spoilt pulak ==
lastly went to Darren's biao ge house to print...
meet up the chubby boy...
haha...
yeah...
lastly settle already ^^
Is start confuse again...
Lina seem encourage me find a long term job better than now still 50-50...
haix =(
don't know ar...
seem mostly people already know their way or road already just me ==
at there what also don't want to know...
blur blur some more =(
When i just can wake up...
is unhappy night... is because mom them ask from me Rm250 to bank in account for people... haix =( my account never got so few money 1...now just got 1++.nn
sweat ar ==
next week already new year but what also no prepare yet...
cloth and the kuih some more...
is that i making the wrong choice go study =(
asking you pay money let me rebonding my hair...
but you seem no willing...
last time you no like that 1 ar...
what was going on actually =(
good night
take care ya lover....

23-01-2011 ( sunday )

last week 18-01-2011 Tuesday me spent my night at uum... i stay at sin nee room...

herm... start my course already... all Malay people just me and a boy is Chinese..

feeling heartless to continue~~because no Chinese girl...plus M poor in Malay speaking some more...

i already attendance 5 class but only 1 class i understand only==

is confusing want to continue or no?

but if so easy give up no meaning...

And i feel waste^^

So?how leh...

i don understand the assignment is how to do...

and where i can get more understand on this...

at there few days i feel more relax~~

maybe because you...

want say i didn't miss you i feel more relax...

i don't think is...

because every moment i also hope to call you to tell you what happen on me at there....

but i know cannot... you working...

when night i m free while at there i feel want to phone up you^^

but what i can tell o....

think too much me make me lastly didn't call also...

still remember Wednesday night i wait whole night still no your call...

then my there bo line some more...

jiu ask sister ring up you...

you told her wei wei later call back...

then you lastly ring up me but i cant pick...

because no line...

then you lastly text me tell me reason after i text you 3 more MSG..

ermm....

next day ( thursday 20/1 ) i with sin nee went back alor star by bus...

then night went out with you...

went szee ying shop organise de annual dinner.. at her shop...

eat vinegar...

=(

hehe

bo la...

after that went your house...

that time you daddy at home too..

after said 'Uncle' jiu go upstairs..==

then around 1 am already...

your dad still haven't sleep...

did you know the moment i said 'Uncle,hui liao,bye bye'

i m very scare and feel shame...

my mind keep thinking how your parents will think on me...

=(

but you seem never understand me or the situation...

or we just the puppy love...

i just want a normal and secure relationship^^

i don understand how you think..

hopefully you will understand 1 days...

erm....
whatever...
just want to say wo bi yi tian yi tian geng ai ni le...
i LOVE you ,Yeoh Chu Liang ^^

11-01-2011 ( Tuesday )

is 2011 already o...
but i still the same and didt change also....
is confusig take the 5 years course is the right choice not....
but if didnt take i cant upgrade myself...
but is that the only thw way to upgrade?
myself also know....
keep telling myself that dont always say dont know....
before jin hui said me that when myself going to know~~
if my life keep dont know...
it is waste ^^
so~~~
if i decide to take this 5 years course....
i cannot think other already~~~
jinhui ask me that is that worth for me to take this course...
i think is kut~~~
the course next week jiu start already...
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recently me and you just meet up once or two times in week....
maybe like that we can have more time to do what we want....
have more freedom~~
but i feel is too free for me...
gao lat liao....
we just use phone to keep contact...
feel like we didnt talk with each other well...
we seem no have topic to tell 1...
haix~~
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
is thinking this cny wan do hair not...
donno want colour boh...
or rebonding or curl...
is worry will hurt the hair...
worry too much i think lastly what also didnt make 1... haha ==
why myself awill set up the mind that worry too much????
is had make me failure to do many things....
except university and me with your relationship......
haix~
is want to know how you think between our relationship....
is got future or not...
that day i have a talk with Mr.Saw....
he asked about me with you...
then i told him that about parents problem...
isnt ma...
i keep asking myself we already 6 years more...
but we both never haave a meal with each other family...
Mr Saw said maybe our background ba...
this question always in my heart...
but you never take it as a problem nih?
or you escape and do not want to face it??
i dont know how to talk with you about this...
Mr Saw told me that maybe your parents friends also will ask them about your gf that mean me...
but me not come from rich....
so maybe "face" problem ba...
so if your family or you facing this problem...
and don want to solve it...
i meant you don say out...
how we got solution...
but the only solution is broke...
nothing can do...
however i hope we can have a talk on it as well...
i feel that i am unwelcome in your family aand nobody accept....
haix~~~~~