15 0ct 2010 ( friday )

today early wake up le..
but my mind keep thinking yesterday geh things..
~~ 14 Oct ( thurs )
szee ying text me that what time i going jiu wany ye..
but i reply her dunoo... around 9 something she ring up me...
then when the moment i going back...
she ring and ask me where i am now..
then i told her that i going back...
she said isnt liang on the way coming dou mu gong le?
i duno but she know... well...
she said she now with pank then she come to eat mochi only...
at the exit door i saw jensen car pass by...
i guess that whether you will with him not..
then ring up you just notice that i am right..
i feel not welll....
because i feel that szee ying them are helping you...
seem like you escaping me...
why everytime when i leave dou mu gong...
sure you will at there or if that day i didnt go...
you also sure will there...
is me think too much or what...
i very hate myself for meet up you...
you this guy didnt care my feel also...
never!!!!!!!!
drive mei ting to rock cafe to meet sin nee...
we chit chat there...
you ring me but i didnt pick....
because i am angrying.....
i ask you that you with who....
haha...
native i am...
is not going to let you make me cry somemore...
no more!!!!
is useless.. because you will never know i cried...
if you know You also wont bother!!!
wont!! never!!!
why i cant open your msn... why!!!!!!!!!
what is going on is that i didnt notice 1....
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111
enough le!!!
go away all of this!!! go go !!!
i dislike...

14-10-2010 thursday (00:18)

='(
is very pain n sad...
keep read between you n them de yi dian yi di...
just know i never put down all of that...
i never... i just escape....
i just realise i truely fall in love in you Yeoh Chu Liang...
but is too late...
i already try to improve,did you feel dao mar...
but you still the same....
isnt the things pass le jiu pass le...
在错的时间遇上对的人，现在一切都太迟了是吗？
问你是否对这段感情闷了？当你回答的那一时刻，我顿时不知道要给什么回应。我以为我已经慢慢接受。原来并没。心里真的很痛。。。很痛。。。想抱着你哭。可是你无动于衷。。在玩电话。
is really need a shoulder to cry loudly...
but you don wan to lend me...
even an wei also no...
is totally speechless....
what for me to keep this relationship...
i keep asking myself...
you know why...
i LOVE YOU DEEPLY !!!!!
you just know keep saying me unmature...
cloth a,donno make up... n other...
all of that had make me no confident to stand in front of you....
do you know about this...
N do you know u except know say me...
what you know somemore...
please spend a little time to think o refresh about our relationship...
i m totally wu yan...