=the girl appear make me pain=

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pasar malam

just now went pasar malam...
with sister....
he go jensen house cut hair...
already 12am...
sister asked me phone him...
but i no...
been a malay guy terkejut...
ran...
='(....
about 12.30am...
he just came...
i knew jensen sure will follow too...
now heart seem pain pain...
dont know why...
is because he seem no worry also or?
i really dont know wad i m want...
he leave we home le...
now going where...
emmmm....
i should tell he mar...
i know myself chose to go pmlm de...
but....

The knowledge that can destroy a person Is knowing that the one you love Cannot love you back.

BALI,31-12-2009,11.45PM

before that day...
30.12.2009=bali...
with shing ju,see chien,lina,loh pank,chow wei...
that day i just know she at there work...
i dont know why i will know she is she...
when shing ju finish talk with her...
shing ju told me she is hwa ming...
haha ='(...
i can feel so,she is hwa ming...
sweat............................................
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++31.12.2009
before walk in bali.
i told he that hwa ming at there work...
i just wan know that time what ur mind thinking...
i just remember that time i saw that girl stand at outside...
when lina n shingju mabuk at outside...
that time i no pay attention whether u two got any talk..??
n wad is u two de feeling n thinking that time...
or that girl dunno me is he girl friend...

the msg on 30.12.2009

我只是想知道，我们之间还有可能吗？虽然我已经知道了答案，但我还是想你亲口告诉我，才能让我彻底死心...你之前突然消失，让我每天都在为你找不同不同的借口...到最后才发现，原来是你有了女朋友。为什么你都没有想过，你的行为很过分。。。。
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(this was the msg Hwa Ming sent to Chu Liang)
actuali wad going on....
he n her got begin any relationship?
he got feel on her before?
i just wan to know the truth...
not wan to argue....
i know i angry also no use...
thing already happened...
i so find the solution so that wont happen again...
but not at there jump...
but why u dont want tell me the whole story li...
i just wan to know only...
='( ='( ='( ='(

18.1.2010

the way going back alor star...
i very unhappy n dunno wad should do...
i saw cliang fon got a msg is girl sent for him de..
but he didnt mention it before to me..
i m thinking n thinking should i asked mar...
lastly i asked le...
but he just answered me is he wrong o...
that time my mind blank...
n my heart pain..
i couldnt believe he will answer me like that....
lastly i asked he fetch me to work...
on the way...
he no even wan to mention the msg..
ah.....