Wei Qi Fan - Zui Zhong Yao De Jue Ding

15 April 2011 ( friday )

ermm..... already 1 week and about 3 days no see dao you le...
today morning going market with mommy =) bought a pair of slipper... because the old 1 had spoilt...
lina text me whether wan go penang today not... but i no confirm at 1st.... because i hope to meet you today plus tonight have a talk about EQ... i wan to attend 1.... lastly i chose to go penang because i dont wan disappointed... ( if today you also give excuses no meet me, how a? ) so i chose to go penang... but now i still confuse... because is that i really want to go or just finding excuses for you? i try to ring up u... 1st u didnt pick... after 1 hour, i ring up you... the moment u answer me you are sleeping~~
yesterday night i have a talk with lim yang.... i ask the girl what happen on both of them... but she didnt reply me >< then i ma try ask the guy o... i felt weird he will tell me a lot.... He said that the feeling on the girl had become less... and he tell that he alreasy give the girl many times already... Just the girl don want to face it ><... i asked he why you still pei he ta ( the girl ).... he said he don want so cruel to the girl.... and he understand jxin is a nice girl... but he dont want just only her in the whole life....he said he want more experience....and somemore he went kl study is 1 of the reason about jxin... and somemore is distance problem == i cant imaging if me is jxin... what will i do or react after saw all of it... really heart pain although havent happen on me? haix..... i actually feel the guy is bad... because he seem give a kosong hope to jxin... but better than he did cruel ba...
i feel so emo after that... seem like me and you also face such problem.... just we no dare to face it?? we try escape to face?? i feel confuse =="

14 APR 2011 ( 11:27 pm )

別過於依賴一個人，因為即使是你的影子，也會在某些時候離開你。

別太過沉醉於感情裡面。幸福的背後，藏著的往往是你不知道的事


分手之後，如果心裡真的放不下，可以勇敢追求你心中所愛，但是，在遭到幾次拒絕之後，請放下。別忘了女孩應該要有的尊嚴。總會有個他會好好的疼你，別作賤了自己。

女孩要有矜持，不可以讓男人輕易得到你們的一切，容易得手的東西，從來都不會被珍惜

男人是越老越吃香，女人則是越老越花殘，好好把握自己不長的青春，尋找自己的幸福

學會放棄...



有些人永遠不屬於自己，那麼就痛快的放手，
別拖泥帶水，這樣不但連累別人，也累垮自己..

學會忘記...
不能活在過去的時光中，記憶已經逝去，繼續現在的生活

學會絕情...
該滾的就滾，該留的就留。

只是因為我在用心愛你，

所以我想把自己所有的心裡話都告訴你，為的不是吵架，

而是從中找到解決問題的答案，找出彼此的心聲。


因為我在用心愛你，

所以我會擔心我們之間會有一天分開，於是整天瞎想


因為我在用心愛你，

所以我會因為咱們之間不順心的一點小事去和你計較

致命愛情弱點大揭秘 ♥

獅子座
　　也許，在很多人眼中，獅子就是威風凜凜的星座，而其實，在他們氣派華麗的外表下，卻是不為大家所知的脆弱。陽剛專制，會直面現實，卻從不向任何人表露出所受到的傷，是的，這就是獅子愛情的死角，看似沒什麼，卻是最致命的，太過在乎所擁有的權利，是很容易錯過更加珍貴的愛情的，其實不想分手，卻因為自尊心而堅決的說出口，以為只要自信就可以了，卻不知一個人偷偷流淚會更痛的。

天蠍座
　　很多人心中的神秘天蠍，的確是個令人理解不透的星座，有時看似冷酷，卻會付出所有的真心對待喜歡的人，讓對方感受到最大的溫暖，而有時卻對別人的好假裝不知道，甚至冷眼以對，是的，極端卻真誠。至於天蠍愛情的死角，無疑就是不妥協，無論是愛是恨，都容不得別人來批評議論，甚至好的建議也不願意聽，這樣的執著讓他們的愛情看似很真實，卻也是經不起風浪的， 強硬不一定就真的很強，也會是很脆弱的。

11 Apr 2011 ( Mon ) 12:10am

today is the day that 1 week we didnt meet already...
it seem like we are far apart.. if far apart so we didnt meet for 1 week is ok... but the problem is we both is at alor star... i dont know how to describe my feeling now... i should ti liang you.. but is really you so busy or tired of all in this few days?? dont you will miss me or wan see me?
or i think too much of that... ( is that for you i m not important? )u can 1 week didnt see me... so what the meaning?
i know i friday didnt pick up ur call is my fault... i already explained to you ar.... i having class ar...
but you seem unacceptable....
yesterday 9 april ( sat ) i ring up u at nite... i ask you whether u will ring up me or not if ididnt call up u... u said wont... i asked you if i just sms u what u doing now... u will reply? u answer me wont ><... that moment my heart were pain >< i dont know how... after heard that your explain just notice your healthy no good... take care la b... telling myself dont ring you as well... so b... erm.... take care n i will miss you always... i just hope that u are always happy n healthy... good nite =) i hope to hug you, sek you, n manja on you... but i know now are not the time... i very miss to do that on you... except everyday cried... i have nothing to do.... sms for you also wont have respond... ring you scare you will wont answer... b.. if the time pass jor... i hope my hotness wont go also... ni ming bai ma? wo ai ni yao zi liang

25 MAC 2011 ( FRIDAY )

today is my moody n enjoyable day~~
i join a one day camp at xin ming pendirian school... 成长心连心....
early morning wake up i was confusing want to take part not....
you know why?
because i cried yesterday.... i worry my eye will in bad condition.
but no wor... haha....
i will feel regret if i didnt take part...
we dance 'highly',play hard,cry hard.....
the theme of the camp is let the love spread out....
it make me cry in front of so many many people!! not only me...is whole hall people..1st time with so many people cried hard!!!
haha....
chu liang....
u had make me heartless n disappointed...
i feel m useless because i love de people which love me 1 can no care of me... ignore my msg or just put me a side..
b... how long u did so le...
when u will stop? i no want stop u to play... what i want to mean is how come u can no have any call or a msg to me.. is that tough for you?
i d told myself... if u try ignore my msg again.. i wont keep quiet....
can u think my feeling...if a fren didnt reply me or just ignore what i sent to him/her... i will feel bad... so... you are my bf... how i will feel? not just only bad.. please respect of my feeling...If you feel nothing that no reply is ok.. no so serious as i mention... then just can say i stupid...
n i think a stupid things...
i think that u went penang to help her celebrate birthday....
i feel i m failure....why i will think so... n let it affect me...
haiz.....
thanksss for u still remember what i want to eat..

04 mac 2011 midnight of thursday

a blur blur day...
unhappy & heart pain..
notice that you will be goig penang without me to know...
b....
is that a problem..?????
let me knew will die....?
i don understand why wan so mystery...
why just now u also can so steady tell me that u will going where on march,somemore jun and august....
why today 1 u cant...
i m speechless of all of today....
why u no going to bring me go?
i met accident then no car to use...
then wht u do?
u tuesday n wednesday went where?
i just need you to bring a while n once for a day...
but u no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
i cant imaging if one day got serious thing happen on me...
i don hope u can do what for me isnt!!!!!!!!